Fanana-here

2011-12-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

Music ;D

2011-09-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggers. Long time I did not update my blog. So much things to do. Sorry. And so hows my life? Life have been good i guess. Finished my exams. Left with my attachment. Hopefully I manage to finish my attachment and do well for it and graduate. I want to thanks for those who had support me through out my 2 years in this course. Its great to have them without fail. Alhamdulillah, Thanks Allah.

Now Holidays and its Hari Raya! I am sorry did not update about Hari Raya and Puasa. Puasa is great, manage to finish up all my puasa accept for some reasons. But so far Alhamdulillah manage to finish it. As for Hari Raya its great (; celebrated with families and friends. Since its our last year in this course, so I join my classmates for jalan raya cause last year I did not join them due to some reasons. As for my secondary school friends? Of course we do jalan raya. But just Girls outing. I miss them so much. Thats the only time we manage to meet up. Had fun (; and Hari Raya going to end soon. Its great to celebrate Hari Raya. It happens once a year and thats the only time we meeting our long lost cousins or far cousins and long lost friends and friends that we seldom met.

What Im doing during holidays? Nothing much. Just rotting at home and sometimes just hang out with my friends. Other than that nothing much. Part time job? Finding one. I want to work as an event management person, but Im not sure where to get that job. Alrights I think thats all I can post. Nothing much to share now. Maybe will soon alrights. Stay tune people. Take care, Love ya (;

2011-08-02T21:40:00.002+08:00

Good evening to everybody. Sorry I did not update my blog for this few days. Busy with my school. Everyday my school ends at 6 pm. How irritated it is right? Even Friday too. Our Friday is burnt by school. No more TGIF for us anymore. A lot of things need to absorb & its so stressful. And I dont even have time to do my research for my project for PSY. Very lazy do you know that. Tmr is my Bio test yet I havent study a single thing. Im very tired. Cannot take it seh my body. Actually nothing much I can update today. Nothing much interesting is just that busy with my school thats all & im tired. Alright gtg have to concentrate on my Bio for tmr (; & to all my Muslim Friends, Happy Fasting. Jgn puase yok2 kaee! hehehe! take care all! Love ya!

2011-07-08T11:43:00.002+08:00

Good afternoon blog addiction. Well, I had ended my 2.1 attachment long time. Alhamdulillah I pass my 2.1 attachment & Im the leader together with abg Fay. Its a miserable to be a leader cause alot of problems we have & also if we become a leader must get ready with antis. Whatever it is I dont care if my own group want to talk about me. I dont even give a damn to them, they can gossip cause they also not that perfect also. Well, whatever. Forget it. So, I had finished & pass my attachment now left with 2.2. Hopefully this time I pass & graduate so that I can have a good future. Other than that I must have a good GPA in able to go poly. Insya Allah.

What am i doing now? Im busy with my Part Time job. Currently I love the place. But the only problem some of the staff is just pissed me off. But then its ouhkaeee. As long as i did my work well, some of the staff is fine with me & get my paid im ouhkaeee. Alhamdulillah so far my job is great. Is only that im not feeling well this few days. Insya Allah Im gonna be fine soon. I have to be strong.

What is my status? Well, Im single again. As usual. For now for real I will never be back with him. Im sick & tired already. I am not a toy to play around. I try to understand his feelings but those he ever understand mine? Yes I am happy with him but if I make him happy first. He is fine at first but then when im back with him he start with his old attitude. Im tired. My parents know about him already & they advice me to forget him. My mum know how i love him. But she wants me try to forget him. Slowly it can be. Now my life move on as usual. With my family & belove friends. Ouhkaee I gtg now. Take care all! Ill update again soon (;

2011-05-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

Hey people. How are you? Sorry I did not update my blog. Im busy with my attachment right now. Will end my attachment 17 June. Hopefully I pass my 2.1 attachment. Amin. Right now finding new job and want to make myself busy instead of doing nothing. Im finding more earns for my own. So I can help my mum to pay up my bills & I want to collect money to have license. Insya Allah I can. Amin.

2011-04-08T01:46:00.002+08:00

A lot of things I need to achieve just in a short time. Sorry didnt manage to update my blog such a long time. I know its dead -.- but now I making it alive back! hehe. Im back! Here it goes. Alhamdulillah I pass my Bio paper at last. Even though the grade is not that good, but I dont need to sit for the paper again. True enough what Mama told me. I fail in the first place, but after a while I will pass. Now, left with few more months to endure my course. Hopefully I manage to survive my clinical for 2.1 and go to the next stage. Only Allah know how hard I struggle for this course. I dont want to think further. If I will stop in nitec and work then I will, but if I can go to poly, I will try my best to survive in poly life.

I want to thank my family for the support even though I want to quit this course in the first place especially Mama. She's trying her best to understand how I felt. Also my friends and some of the teachers. Really appreciate the support that all of you had gave. Only God can repay it. God bless all of you. For now, I really need to concentrate my 2.1 attachment. Its gonna be more tougher then I thought. Hopefully Im strong enough. But to be truthful, Im not looking forward for my attachment. I just too lazy thats all. Since school holidays I always staying at home and always go out with friends and didnt manage to go to work. Now, attachment is coming Im so lazy! hehe. Wish me all the best for my attachment and hopefully I manage to handle all the problems that I will encounter. Thanks Allah cause you make me stronger now. Hopefully I can face all the problems in the future. Amin.

As for my results for 2.1 I get D- Bio & BEH. C- PCA & Geron. GPA for current is 1.533. Im not happy with my GPA but Im happy for the grades that I had achieve. Amin. I must try harder study smart for next term. But now, need to think about attachment -.- wish me luck! take care all!

Empty Promises

2011-02-27T11:32:00.002+08:00

Now I know who you are already. You are just a coward (; I got no comment on you anymore. With all my girlfriends, I still can stand strong. Dont think without you Im miserable, you are wrong. Without you I am strong enough. In fact I am a better person than before. Thanks alot you had hurt me and your fake promises. Thanks to my gfs Im back again. I didnt realise it till they make my day. Thanks my gfs. Im sorry for the past & I hope all will come back as per normal. Love you girls.

2011-02-04T20:39:00.002+08:00

Mama promise me a new hp. Ayah promise me new camera (; & I promise you that I will wait for you no matter what (';

2011-02-03T23:53:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much.

2011-02-01T16:06:00.003+08:00

I love you, I miss your everything and I want you back ! Please ! Why cant you make the first move ? Arrrggghhhh ! Please, if you really love me come back to me soon . Im still waiting for you . And Ive promise you that I will be waiting .

2011-01-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

He gonna be the first & last till my parents got the perfect guy for me and I promise that. Other than that I am going to wait for you no matter what. I dont mind how long it will be. My love for you will always be strong. I love you. I miss you so much. I miss everything about you. How I wish you know. I am badly hurt.

);

2011-01-23T17:18:00.001+08:00

Love you no matter what

2010-12-30T02:16:00.002+08:00

SARANGHAE PAPAN !

2010-12-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

Hello people ! Im back ! Yesterday just came back from Selangor . Went with Papan & family . It was damn AWESOME ! Can i go again ?! hehehehe ! All the pics ive upload at FaceBook ! And other den that Ive finish my attachment ! & now, going to year 2 ! Yeah (; alrights i got nothing much to say . gtg now ! Take care all (;

2010-12-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

All I want is to be with you back . Please, pretty please . I really miss you so much ! Miss you damn much !

2010-11-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah everything went smoothly yesterday . The event was a success & most of the food is finished . Thank god I have a family background of cooker & wedding decoration . Most of the people were happy with the food . I wanna thank all those who attend the event . & also those who help us before the event like my aunties, uncles, cousins & also my god sis, Yanie (; thank you so much ! Love you all ! & to my brother & sis in law congrats ! Hope both of you long lasting till married ! looking forward for the wedding ! hehehehehe ! Alrights, will update the photos inside FB . Those who have my FB do take a look aites ? take care ! Love you all !

2010-11-21T11:55:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers ! Have you guys watch Harry Potter & the Deathly Hollows Part 1 ? Well, you all should watch it cause ITS AWESOME !!! I wanna watch it again . Yeah, thanks to Kak Yanie cause she got free tickets & she ask me to come along to watch with her . Awesome you know ! hehehehe ! well, dont miss it . Im so gonna watch the second part . so, whos next gonna be my date to watch the second part ? hehehe ~ ouhh ya . sorry cause never get to update much . Busy with my attachment . Cant wait for 17 dec ! kaee lah gtg now ! take care everyone !

2010-11-06T13:44:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggers/peeps . Sorry I didnt update my blog this few days . Busy with my attachment & stuff . Now, im trying my best to make myself busy . Due to some reasons . Ouhkaee, if I got something to update I will kaee . Right now I got nothing much inside my mind . HEHEHE . Take care everybody (;

2010-11-05T11:59:00.001+08:00

I miss those times );

2010-10-08T12:06:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah I pass my exams . I get C for nursing studies & D for my behavioural science . & my gpa is 1.625 . My gpa this term is much better den last term . Last term i get 1.111 . Kaye one seh aku ! hahaha ! but this term much better . even though my marks just a little & not that good, but at least I do pass this time . Hopefully next yr I can do much better . Im surely my parents will be proud of me . Cause I manage to pass my exams . The only problem I'm thinking is Bio ! Haiyo ! Why its hard for me to concentrate on my Bio ? adoi . I really need a free tutor to teach me Bio . hehehehe .

Ouhh ya, I wanna say thanks to those who never failed to support me . I love you all ! Thanks alot ! You all advise me alot till I didnt want to drop out . Thanks alot for the support ~ love you all ! hehehe ! alright i gtg now ! take care all ! LOVE YA !

2010-10-05T02:32:00.000+08:00

To my dearest friends . Im sorry I have to delete some of you from my link . I visit to your blog & it seems that you are not active . So, Ive deleted it . But if you active it back . Do drop your link & leave a msg at my tagboard aites ? thank you so much . take care ! Love ya all !

2010-10-04T01:55:00.003+08:00

Serious shit ! I miss working at my old place . Im sorry to all my partners that ive been MIA . Due to some reasons . If I have the choice, I want to work back at that place . But I just scared . Im surely all of you wont accept me back right after I just MIA . I want to resign the job, but I don't know how . I'm quitting soon due to some reason . I will try to work back but maybe not at that place . I'm so sorry partners . I miss working with you all );

2010-10-01T00:58:00.005+08:00

Saw the picture ? well, miss those time . I really miss my secondary school life . Even though a lot incident & other things happen during those days . I treasure most of the time I had during my secondary school life . With all the friends I had . & I miss my favourite teachers too . How I wish I could turn back to my secondary school days .

Other then secondary school days, I also miss all my cyber families . No matter from Fm/Alamak . I miss all of them who I had hang out with . All of them are busy with their own stuff . If I can do the reunion isnt it great ? but the problem is, surely not many people will turn up like they use to be . Ouhh, how sad time flies so fast & people changed .

& girls, please, if you online chatting with your BF . If they busy watching videos or playing games or what so ever please let them finish their stuff & den you can chat with them . If not they surely will not entertain you . I hate it when PAPAN & me online, we were chatting happily suddenly he mute just because busy watching videos -__- how pathetic ! when finish watching the videos alrdy, he must offline . Irritating right ? arrrggghh ! NVM . Hopefully tmr get to meet PAPAN (;

lastly the reason I update my blog because IM BORED TO THE MAX ! My dear GF (Fiieona) were busy watching movie online, same goes to PAPAN . HAIYA ! -__-''

2010-09-30T14:53:00.002+08:00

Why don't you appreciate someone that right infront of you instead you choose to be with the hypocrite people . Why can't you appreciate us ?! WHY ?! If you think that they will make you happy just go ahead, I wish you all the best may you realise it one day . Cause I will still take you back in my life cause I love you so much ♥

Happy 17th Birthday my dearest friend Nurul Fionalissa (;

2010-09-29T00:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NURUL FIONALISSA BTE BAPAK NYEE ! WWHHHEE ! So, MY BITCH ! dah 17 seh dier ! heheh ! so 29th September is your big day ! Well, Fanana doa kan agar Fieona panjang umor, murah rezeki, sentiase bahagia bersama orng yg tersyg dan success in life . its been 5 years we friends . & still counting on it . We use to be hate each other . Anti each other & fight here & there . hehehe . So the kecoh . but end up we are friends again . Fanana nk minta maaf kalao dlm mase pergadohan tu Fanana ader terkasar bahase ke aper2 dkt Fieona atao ader tersinggung perasaan Fieona hrp maafkn iye . Aku dah anggap kao mcm adk bradik kembar aku tk menjadi ! hehehe ! I really treasure our friendship & love this friendship . I really afraid to lose you . We went through ups & down together no matter what . We fight like hell but we are still together . Thats why i really love this friendship . & halalkn lah makan minon saye . I hope you enjoy your big day kaee ? & jgn sad2 lah . Be happy always . I will always be here for you no matter what . Hehehe ~ sweet kn ? i know ! HEHEHE ! well, once again HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NURUL FIONALISSA ! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BITCH ! HEHEHE !

With hugs & kisses,
FANANA (;

2010-09-24T04:18:00.001+08:00

Nothing is in my mind but only YOU );

2010-09-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

I don't know whats in my mind . I'm trying my best to be strong all alone . I'm thank god that I still can do it all by myself . Is just that I need time . I know I did a lot of mistakes in the past, but I'm trying my best to change . I always pray to Allah to give me strength . I know Allah is fair to listen to all of our pray . I know Allah is always with us to give us anything . But its only if we try for it . Allah is very kind . He will never let us to suffer, he gives us a lot of things to test us cause he know that we can do it by ourself its only with our strength . I'm thanks to Allah cause he gives challenges even though I could not manage it . I thanks Allah cause Allah knows that im strong enough to face all of this . I realise my mistakes and I'm trying my best to change . It's hard but it's easy if I try . Thanks Allah I'm fine . Therefore I have to say Alhamdulillah for giving me all of this nice life, nice world and stuff . No matter what I must be strong and thanks to Allah for giving me the strength .

2010-09-18T15:31:00.002+08:00

I just hope both of you will settle the problem properly . I don't want to lose both of you . I still want the love between both of you will always be forever . I love both of you so much ! & please don't leave each other . Other than that, if both of you still together don't because of me . I want both of you to have the hearts too . Ouh god, please give strength to them . I love them so much ! & I don't wanna lose them . & I know they still love each other . I know that . why am I the one who can't see them broke off . I don't want that to happen ! PLEASE ! I LOVE BOTH OF YOU !

- do please apologise for my broken English .

2010-09-15T22:43:00.002+08:00

Im becoming a teacher listening to kakak revising for her exam tmr ! hehehe ! good luck kakak ! I love you !

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

2010-09-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hello kekwn ! Fanana nk ucap Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin . Ramadhan sudah berakhir dan Syawal menjelma . Fanana ingin menyusun sepuluh jari utk memohon maaf kepada kekwn smua . Jika Fanana ader terkasar bahase, silap kate, kuwang ajar, atao prangai Fanana melebihi batas sehingga tersinggung perasaan kekwn hrp kamu smua dpt maafkn . Halalkn mkn minom Fanana . Hrp kekwan dpt maafkn Fanana .

Kepade kekwan dari Alamak/Fm tlng jgn lost contact, do update if there any gathering to go jln raye . I miss you all so much ! Walaopn skrng bkn mcm dulu, Fanana ingin kluar berjln raye dgn kekwn yg tercinta ! Rindu sngt2 dgn korng ! kalao ader gath ajak dkt FB/tagged kaee ?

Kepade kekwn SLSS, skrng memang susah utk korng sebab korng ngah ader O Levels kn ? so, pape just update kaee ? wish all of you all the best for your O levels ! and hope korng2 pass with flying colours ! Rindu korng jgk !

Kepade my -ings, please set a date to go jln raye iye ! kalao leh this time kluar jgn ader nangis2, gado2 atao aper2 perkare yg tk inginkn belaku lah . Please set the right time and date kaee ! rindu korng2 jgk lah ! hehehe !

Kepade my JN1001D, no comment . Kalao nk kluar sesame update tk nk tkper, sebab Fanana tk nk ader conflict mase berjln raye nnti (;

Kedape sape2 kwn2 Fanana yg Fanana miss out, pape nk kluar raye update dkt FB/tagged kaee . Maceh (;

Sekali lagi Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin dengan hati yg ikhlas FANANA .

2010-09-08T11:24:00.002+08:00

Haiyo ! zaman spam blog orang dah habis lah adik oi ! hahaha . kesian kau . tapi lah memandangkan kao zaman lambat aku layan kan je kaee ? kesian kesian ~ kurang kasih sayang . tk puas ati dgn orng abeh bilng aku ? hahah ! tk puas ati dgn orng tu, pi dkt dier kae ? tkde makne nye kao nk kutok dier ~ sebab dier tk menyusahkan kao ~ dier tk merosakkan rumah tangge kao . dier tk mintak kao duit . Dier tk mintak keluarge kao duit . Dier tk mintak tempat tgl dkt kao kan ? dier nye psl lah kalao dier gemok mcm aper ke . tlng lah ~ nk kutok tengok diri sendirk uh . Aper agy nk ckp ? meh sini . Saye akan entertain awak . Sebab saye kesian ngok awak nie . hehehe (; Sekian terima kasih !

2010-09-07T12:10:00.001+08:00

I don't know whats wrong with my mood today . Having mood swing . Haix ~ Hate this feeling ! I scolded people for no reason . ARRRGHH ~ im sorry to those who i had scolded .

2010-09-04T18:46:00.003+08:00

This phase goes to a few people yang tk sedar diri . " Kate dulang paku serepet, kata orang dier yang lebih . " Kalao tk tao makne nye, pi blajar kaee . Jgn ckp orng lah, kao cermin kn diri kao tu kaee (;

2010-09-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH !

2010-09-01T01:43:00.001+08:00

Its over now

2010-08-26T00:35:00.001+08:00

I'm totally pissed off !

2010-08-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Im damn bored ! No one entertain me at msn );

2010-08-23T18:56:00.003+08:00

Since my mum does not allow me go out . This Monyet and Akid came to my house . Sorry if I've been such an irritating adik to both of you . Thanks alot cause willing to accompany me at home . While waiting for Akid the star karat, we took some nonsense video and pictures . When Akid arrived watched DVD . Thanks alot cause both of you had been great siblings to me . Both of you willing to be with me and hear stories with me . Both of you willing to give advise that I need . Both of you had teach me a lot . I dont want to lose both of you . I really love both of you as my real siblings . If both of you really my real siblings, I think my life will be wonderful ! hehehehe . To Akid, nice knowing you . And you had take care of me like im your real sister . When I get scolded by Monyet, you calm her down and talk with me nicely . As for Monyet I know why you scold me . I know that you really care about me . Ouh well, I dont have any sister right . And only you taking care of me ~ hehehehe . so, gonna spend time together again as soon as possible aites ? hehehehe ~ I love both of you !

As for Adik Lynah dont be sad if I dont post about you . When we hang out together again I will post about you alrights (; I love you and miss you too adik Lynah ! Dah lame tk hang out together kn (; surely one day ~

2010-08-23T02:04:00.003+08:00

Alrights randomly bloghopping most people at my link . I want to check out those who active in Blogging and those who not . And ive done deleting some of the people those who did not active and also had deleted their blog . Im just bored and nothing to do so, ive decided to post something about what happen yesterday, 22 august 2010.

just now got tarian practice . yeah, practice on sunday ? pathetic, but have to . getting ready for upcoming events that is Hari Raya . and i heard theres 4 places . How great is that ! Its not that tiring for the first session . But it is once abg Wawan took us(the kakaks) . Omg, its damn tiring . He teaches us the basic . Even though tiring, I really enjoy it ! thanks abg Wawan . And coincidently abg Wawan also my 1st brother's friend . So, its not that shy at all cause Ive met him before . Hehehe (;

but before that in the aftnoon . I became a good girl, by helping my mum did "roti boyan" just a small one . den sit down, watch tv and had a great chat with my Mama . She can be irritating in giving lecture to me and stuff . but sometimes her stories can be interesting too . Had a great talk with her just now . She shared about her life story before getting married till now . Some of the stories I heard it all over again and again but some are not . Even though the stories are repeated but I really enjoy it . My mum doesnt allow me to go out today but at least she did not lecture that much . Just hoping and pray hard can go out in the future (; I love my mama but sometimes theres situation that makes me hate her attitude . I just hope she will change and realise it . No matter what she is still my Mama .

Whats my plan now ? well, trying my best finding great blogskin . I wanna change my blogskin cause Im just bored and try to change abit here and there . other than that im having a bad time catching my breath as per normal and also praying hard that Im fine (; gtg now, btw I would like to apologise if my english is damn bad . Take care everybody !

2010-08-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

I'm missing my lovely baby . Baby please change for the best . I really need you . And I dont wanna lose you baby . I really really love you ! Its really hard to believe it, but I can just prove it to you. I love you and Miss you Baby Fliq !

2010-08-22T03:17:00.002+08:00

baby, why must you do this to me ? Dont you love me ? But why ? Baby I love you so much and I'm afraid to lose you baby );

2010-08-21T13:57:00.002+08:00

I need sometime to be alone . Please leave me alone . Im so confuse right now . And I really need to rest . I need my mind to be rest ! why must I have this kind of feeling . Only god knows . Ouh god please give me strength to survive all alone in this situation . Ive done my best but I cant bare with this anymore .

2010-08-19T12:38:00.001+08:00

i want to delete some of you in my link . So, if you still want me to link you please tag me at my tagboard . Thank you (;

2010-08-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

Im starting to dislike what they are doing -.-''

2010-08-13T22:05:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU BABY
Im afraid to lose you baby
Hope you will never leave me
I MISS YOU !
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !
MWARCKS ~

2010-08-10T08:21:00.002+08:00

When ever I closed my eyes, and open up I will see the beautiful faces smiling to me . That is my love ones . They tend to make me smile and we cheer each other up . We will never failed to make each other happy . When ever we are together we can laughed out loud as much as we can . Share the secrets share our ups and down together . But then now, I open my eyes Ive seen no one now . Slowly they all left me all alone . They never know how it felt . They told me that Ive changed . But I dont believe that . Cause I still the old me . But why must you thought that Ive changed . I dont understand . When I ask what Ive changed you keep your mouth shut and never tell me anything . Its good if you tell me . But its your choice not to tell me . Its ouhkaee I dont mind cause Im use to it already. But no matter what I still love you all . I dont mind you wanna forget me or what . But i still the same still remembering you all . But I just dissapointed, cause when you all had changed I never say anything and just go with the flow and still accept it . But when Ive changed you all see my mistakes and blaming me . Haix . Never mind . I love you .

2010-08-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

I hate you Bitches ! What you all staring at me for ? And for your information getting a Boyfriend will complete your life ? come on one day Boys that you are with will cheat you ! hahaha ! this is just Sweet talks . You will know one day if they are just Sweet talkers ! I really hate you Bitches ! get a life ! suck a Backstabber ! such a faker ! How i wish i can get rid of you Bitches !

By the way fasting is coming ! and one of my Cyber friend already plan wanna go for gathering break fast together ! woohooo ! i wish i can go ! can i ?

and had i changed ? never mind . I just wanna say . When you all had changed I just keep my mouth shut and never comment anything and just go with the flow . But when ive changed you all will spot my mistakes . haix . Never mind im used to it already . For you all i'm nothing right ? yeah ! i know it . you all dont care bout me anymore right ? yeah i dont mind . but no matter what i sill love you all ouhkaee ? its ouhkaee if you all dont love me anymore . never mind im no one to force you all . im outs ~ take care ! love you all !

2010-08-04T23:04:00.001+08:00

Had deactivate my FB account . sorry so much .

2010-07-28T21:27:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU MAMA !

2010-07-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

I will just close my eyes and pretend I dont know anything ~

2010-07-18T12:54:00.002+08:00

Awesome see those faces again ! arrggh ! can it gonna end !

2010-07-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

Everyone do make mistakes . But depends on the individual if they want to learn from it or not . As for me I will make my past as a lesson to me . I will try my best not repeat it again and upgrade myself . I want to prove everyone that I can make it and work hard no matter what . I'm thank god that I've given the ability to have all of this . I will try my best not to take advantage of all that . At the same time I will try my best to succeed the best for the best ! I don't want to bring my family down and ashame my family especially my lovely parents . They proud of myself now . So I have to make them happy with my results . I will try my best to do well in my studies and pass out the course with happy results . And prove to the people who look down on me that I can make it and prove it you all are wrong ! I have to change my attitude in able to succeed all of that ! So, Fanana ! Please change from Next week onwards ! Bring back your tabner ! Study smart and pass your bio 1 and this term exams ! Dont make ashame of your family especially your parents . Prove to those people out there that you can make it ! And thanks to my Lovely family cause they will always support me no matter what . I love them so much ! Especially my Parents . They will always be here supporting me without fail ! Ive should thank god to have them as my parents and have a happy family (;

2010-06-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

heylo people ! Since im so bored and i got nothing to do. I think im going to update my "dead" blog now. As you all know that ive finish my attachments and having my holidays right now. Whats my plan ? well, sit at home lor ! i want to rest my body ! yeah ! my tiredness still havent gone ! other than that i think i want to relax my mind !
ouhkaeee wanna know something ? Mama just realized that ive changed alot. Changed in what way ? well, im used to went out everyday and reached home damn late. But now, im not ! I will stick at home ! hehehe ! yeah, now i always sit at home. I dont know why. Maybe the situation had changed so, i changed too. Yeah. I also realized that. But what to do.

But whatever it is one day i felt like going out no matter what ! hehehe ! ouhh, i miss those times ! only god knows how i felt ! which times i miss alot and stuff ! haix . But what to do, people's changed right ? haix . alrights lah, i got nothing much today . gtg now ~ take care all ! i love you !

2010-06-15T02:35:00.002+08:00

Is like at last my attachment is over ! but then im so gonna miss the fun i had with my group . Gonna rest myself well this hols ! alrights gtg now ! take care all !

2010-05-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry my blog is dead ! will update once im not busy and free ! see ya !

2010-05-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

to all readers . sorry for not updating for such a long time cause im busy with my attachments and stuff . hows attachment ? it was damn great ! my group is great ! love them so much ! hehehe . ouhkaee hows life ? well, im back to my single life again . such a long story . i dont wanna say it out here . just let the story between both of us and let the pain will be by myself only . hopefully he found someone that is much better than me . hope he is happy right now . haix . as for me ? just look forward and move on with my life . so, now busy with attachments and other than that just stick at home ! hehehe . become good girl now ! wakakaka . now is may ? 1 more months to my mum's bdae . and im not sure what to give to her ! adoi . still thinking ! alrights i think i got nothing much to say right now . gtg now ! take care !

2010-04-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

When im all alone i will close my eyes and imagine you right by my side and praying that you will always be mine . the only thing that bothers in my mind is, do you really love me for who i am ? will you leave me ? i will keep praying hard that GOD will always give us chance to be together all the time and forever .

2010-04-17T21:36:00.004+08:00

i cant believe that my idol passed away due to car accident . haix . Abdillah Murad Md Shari a.k.a Achik Spin . i was damn shocked that Aishah mok msged me and asked me . is it true that Achik Spin passed away ? and i was like what the hell ?! are you sure ? and from where you get to know the news ? then aft that she told me that she read her friend's facebook . and then she surf the net too . and the news is true . ive asked MC if its really true . and she say yes . cause the news alrdy out from TV3 . omg . i miss him so much . hes such a nice person when i met him . and thanks to Ajai for letting me meet him in person . if not i think its too late . and i manage to take photo with him . and asked for autograph . damn shocked ! i thought of meeting him one day but its too late . i will nvr get to meet him again ! i like him cause his voice is great . i cant believe that he left us so fast . haix . i really cant believe it man ! so, mari kite doakn dan sedekah kn Al-fateha utk arwahnya . moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat . salam takziah kepade keluarganye . i miss you so much Achik spin . you my idol ! love you so much ! still cant believe it ! arrgghh ! still remember the time you sing for us . haix . miss those time !

sometimes i always want to make a movie . and in the movie there is all my fav actor and actresses such as Achik Spin, Siti Nordiana, Shaheizy Sam, Syura and more . and dreamt that i will sing with Achik Spin and Siti Nordiana . even though i nvr get to achieve my dreams i still love them . but then Achik Spin had gone . haix . the news damn shocked for me . and i still cant believe it . seriously . haix .

2010-04-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

im here to say . im not sure if youre happy with me or not . i dont know if your heart is with me or not . i knew theres another girl right before me, im not sure if his heart is for me or for her . i dont know whats on his mind and heart . i dont know if that girl is faded away from his mind and heart or not . haix . but nvm, no matter what i will always love him . and i hope he does too . and i miss you baby ~ haix .

2010-04-08T07:20:00.002+08:00

yesterday was damn great ! went out with Fieona, MC and Lina . went to Jurong East swimming pool . damn great lah seh ! all the way at lazy pool ! hahaha . then when theres wave we went to the place where there is wave ! hehehehe . too bad Yaya nvr join us ~ haiyo . nvm ler . next time will do . so, aft go swimming go eat at coffee shop . but actually thought of going Pizza but then the two kids, cannot eat Pizza cause for them its not full ! lol . so, have to go coffee shop eat . alrights, yesterday great ! but reached home had a bad headache ! damn bad headache ! and i had chest pain too ! suffer for sleeping seh ! adoi . i dont know whats wrong with me yesterday . but then aft my sleep everything was fine ! thank god . and why i woke up early ? going to Woodlands Stadium . my ex School got sports day lah ! so, kpo kpo go there see ! and i miss my sec sch friends too ! hehehe . gtg now ! take care !

2010-04-06T10:08:00.002+08:00

yesterday, sian day for me . went to Fieona's house straight . luckily Mummy Ida just came out . then i can go in, if not i will not be able to go in . slept for a while . then woke up and get ready to go KKH with Fieona .

reached novena go to the bus stop where the shuttle bus were . i was damn pissed off with one aunty . i felt like shes wanna cut the Q . haiya . please uh, if you dont know wheres the line is can just asked the person infront you . dont act like as if you dont know anything . luckily she go to the bck . if she cut the Q will sound her seh . haiya ! cut Q only ! please be considerate lah !

kaee when reached KKH alrdy . go settle some other things first . then we go have our early lunch . den i have to withdraw money . and another thing i was damn pissed off is that the ATM machine . haiya ! cant withdraw $30 so, have to ask my mum to transfer a few amount so i cant withdraw $50 . aft the withdraw thing went bck to the kopitiam . then the store nvr accept $50 haiya ! luckily i have $2 and just top up $1 from Fieona ! haiyo, so sian !

aft appointment everything . took shuttle bus to Bugis . met Yaya and Mimin at bugis street . cause Mimin worked there . somewhere ~ hehehe . then aft that chill arnd there . then Fidah msged me asked me got go to store meeting or not . and i were like huh ? today got store meeting ! haiya ! i nearly forget seh ~ thanks to Fidah for reminded me ! hehehe . so hang arnd there till 6 pm . then took train to store .

reached store waited for the meeting to start . alrights a few people turned up . that is CT of course, Amran, ShaSha, Nani, Fidah, Aishah, Nurul and myself . aft the store meeting took some pictures with CT for memories . cause yesterday was the last day we will be having store meeting with her . chill arnd at store . helped the closer a bit . then accompany the rest go smoke then go home .

reached home . watched one horror movie but its not that horror . its LAME movie . old movie uh . watched till finished slept arnd 12 plus am . hahaha . at first thought of going to school about the BL thing . but then cancel ! hahaha . so now, waiting for Freekz to call me . kaee gtg now take care ! and wait for my next story of my life (; love ya !

2010-04-04T02:11:00.002+08:00

how FaNaNa wish dont need to go to school . dont need to go to work . just sit at home and money here and there no matter what ! yeah ! everybody crazy for money ! well, me too ! yeah money can make me happy ! nothing else ! sorry but my parents make me like this ~

2010-03-31T21:49:00.003+08:00

today whats the plan ? yeah yeah, went out met Yaya and MissConfuse . what happened ? well, we cheer up each other at grandlink . MC was really down today, pity her . so, we changed our attitude . today is really not us . we talked nonsense and cheer us up .

ouhkaee at first nvr plan wanna meet MC . but then when MC texted me wanna hang out or not then i say cool . coincidently i wanna meet Yaya . so, ask her join us lah . told MC to come down my place and then proceed to Yaya's crib together . while waiting for me getting ready MC rest for a while get a short nap . pity her nvr sleep last night till 6 am .

kaee took train to Eunos . inside train we cheer up ourself . cause MC was damn sad . a few incident happened to her . so i just making my lame jokes uh . but i dont know that she will laughed at my lame jokes . so sweet of her ! hehehe . then went to POSB . MC wanna replaced her card . then walked to Yaya's crib . reached her crib waited for her to get ready .

walked back to Eunos station den aft that took train drop down Paya Lebar . walked to Grandlink . so, choose the right room . and Yaya not happy that ive choosed the room that the tv is small ! hahaha . chill babe . we just haviing fun right girl ? so, had fun singing arnd . thought of just 2 hrs only . but its not enough . so, we extend another hour and get another hour free (; sing and sing and sing . we sing out so loud . let out our feelings . dance arnd here and there . we are totally gone crazy just now . cause three of us were damn down just now . then just cheer us up . and it really works ! cant believe we managed to control our sadness today ! hehehe . so, aft we sang for 4 whole hrs . we went home straight ! hahaha . today Fanana good girl . go home early . reached home arnd 9 pm plus plus . hehehe . im so happy today ! i hope MC and Yaya also happy !

btw this saturday plan wanna go out again . but then still not sure . waiting for Mc and Yaya's confirmation . and we invited Fieona along . and also still waiting for her confirmation too . i hope this saturday confirm ! i wanna go out and have fun with my Bitches again ! hehehe . i love you Bitches ! hehehe xD ~

alrights, for MC, Yaya and Fieona i know you girls are down right now . you girls are hurt right now . and i cant believe four of us we damn down at the same time . but what to do . this is life . no matter what we must move on right ? so, lets face this sadness together . we can go through all of this together . so, come on girls lets dont be sad . be happy always and cheer each other up aites ? i understand you and you understand me aites ? dont be sad . lets be happy together ! lets go through all of this together ! as for Mimin ? she still with us . only right now shes not that hurt . she is still standing strong ! salute same dier ! hehehe . so, Mimin you too kaee ! lets be happy together ! yeah yeah ! i love you girls !

as for the pictures i will upload it at FB soon kaee ? and lastly i still missing someone that i shouldnt miss ! arrggghh ! what the hell uh ! this is sucks ! kaee gtg . take care all ! love ya !

2010-03-30T23:39:00.001+08:00

just now nothing much ~ last minute meet up with bunch of crazy people ! LOL . asked my usual lpk friends they all lazy and Yaya is at her lala land ! so, just hang out with Kratz, NanaShortCake, DudeSabonz and DP . met Dude at City Hall control station . then met Kratz and NanaShortCake at Marina steps . then chill there for a while . accompany Nana ate her dinner . pity her just came bck from work and shes hungry . chill arnd . that two crazy guys kept disturbing us and people who walked pass us . but i know they just wanna joke arnd . at least can take their jokes uh . but sometimes dont . so, met DP . then aft that we walked to Singapore Flyers place . hang arnd there and snap some pictures then aft that we walked back again to Esplanade . nothing much hang arnd there too . so, today we just slacked arnd at City Hall .

well, had upload pictures at Facebook, for those who wanna see go ahead . dont wanna see your problem neh ! so, next slack outing maybe tmr ? maybe meeting Yaya at Eunos . maybe going grandlink ? see how . wanna enjoy my slacking before 12 april . after 12 april will be busy again . miss slacking time with my Fmians and Alamakians friends . miss them so much ! argggh ! so, today's outing damn slack cause it is a last minute meet ups . haiya . kaee enough for today's story .

as for today's feeling ? bored and also still the same . missing someone that ive shouldnt miss . and i dont wanna mention it . sorry Yaya . i cant resist it . alrights, i think thats all the craps i have for today . gtg now . take care all ! love ya !

2010-03-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

just came bck from chalet . it is great get to meet all my cousins, aunties and uncles . miss them so much . we seldom get to have this family gathering . at last we get to meet each other . i lazy to post much here . let me upload the pictures but not here . at FB will do . will upload it ASAP kaee ? im out now ~ take care ~

2010-03-26T12:03:00.004+08:00

so, just packed my stuffs for today's chalet ! wohoo ! cant wait to meet my LOVE ! well, alot of stuffs i bought . and my bag is so damn heavy is like im going to run away from home ! LOL xD ~ but seriously my bag is damn heavy seh ! how am i going to bring it to work then aft that off to other place then i get to reach the actual place ? haiyo ! for sure my body will aching because of my heavy bag ! i have to repack again ! maybe ltr den . hmm . so, im going to the chalet . that means i will not be online for 3 days ? yeah yeah . kaee people ! gtg now . take care all !~ woohhoo ~

I LOVE YOU ALL BITCHES !~ MISS YOU !!!~

Happy Birthday Luqmanul Hakim and Ayul

2010-03-25T15:25:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to Luqman ! Happy Birthday to you !!!! whheeeee ! so, today is 25 march . and it means its Luqmanul Hakim's Birthday ! this boy here is my classmate from JN1001D . even though we just knew each other for 3 months ? i know he such a great friend (; other than that he can be so called my "boyfriend" in class . he will joke around like, when i standing or what he will say "you, come here lah" like we are couple ! haha . and he will nvr failed to make us laughed and smile (; he is damn cute ! seriously . no offence hes just a friend of mine i have no feelings for him . thanks for all the jokes, laughs and smile you gave to me . so bro, i wish you all the best in life, may you success, happy always with your love ones and hope you enjoy your attachments aites ? and hope you enjoy your birthday too ! moga panjang umor dan murah rezeki . other than that i wanna apologise to you if i did any mistakes or what . and sorry if i always say i hate your last name, you know which one right ? hehehe . so, see ya after attachments bro ! once again Happy Birthday Luqmanul Hakim ! going to miss all your jokes ! hehehehehe xD

kaee next is Ayul ! so, his birthday also falls on 25th march ! so, Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birthday to Khairul ! Happy Birthday to you ! yeah ! as for Ayul ? hes also a great friend of mine ! i knew him from Alamak . and he is such a good adviser too ! hahaha . he did advise some of things to me . other than that he likes to disturb me ! haiya ! irritating seh ! but then i know its all just for fun and i dont take it too hard . at least he got the limit lah . tell you he such a great friend ! alrights to Ayul i wish you all the best in your life, hope you enjoy your birthday and happy always with your love ones aites ? moga panjang umor dan murah rezeki . and i also would like to apologise if i did any mistakes to you too kaee ? sorry if i got beat or bite you or whatever lah kaee ? Happy Birthday Khairul ! see ya soon aites ? take care !

2010-03-24T23:39:00.003+08:00

and i cant believe im going to post this . but this is from bottom of my heart . i dont care if you wanna believe this or not uh . but aft the fights at the FB i felt like crying . wanna know why ? i cant believe my one and only beloved ex is doing this to me . why is he react this way ? i know i did wrong . and ive alrdy said and stated it clearly . ive said that i know i did wrong but why must you say that i have said its not my fault ? and why must others be inside the story ? haix .

i dont know why i still love him even though he did this to me . my beloved friends say why i am so stupid to love him right aft he did this to me ? well, i dont know why . ive told them that no matter what he still inside my heart . just waiting for others to replace him then maybe i will forget him ? maybe ? i dont know . well, maybe i cant . yeah its all my fault for letting him go . and no use if i wanna say regret . maybe no one knows how i felt . but this is what i felt . i still love him . yeah ! say whatever you wanna say BITCHES, SLUTS, ASSHOLES or who ever out there wanna say bad things about me . just say . cause whatever i felt right now is that ! yeah i still love him . yeah ! its true ! maybe you all say its just words . yeah you all can say that . but come on everyone makes mistakes and wanna learn from it . dont tell me that you all nvr make a single mistakes worst than mine . if you were in my situation i think you will understand how i felt . but right now no one can understand it . not even him . he can say that he still love me . but then i dont know why he cant give me chance . i know he scared that all of it to be happen again . same goes to me . but im trying my best not to make it happen again ! haix . i dont know how to make him know that i still love him and wanna prove it to him . now everything is hopeless ! hopeless !

read this ! I WILL NVR FORGET HIM UNLESS THERES SOMEONE REALLY CAN REPLACE HIM AND MAKE ME FORGET HIM ! haix .

2010-03-24T14:41:00.004+08:00

well, im bored . so i thought of posting something at my lovely blog but then ive got nothing much in my mind right now . argggh ! all alone at home . parents go visit my aunty . my two brothers ? well, working . left me alone . hahaha . well, its great ! felt like going out meet Fieona again cause i left my earpiece at her crib . haiya ! Alysha borrowed my earpiece and i forget to take it back ! see lah ! haiya ~ still waiting for her reply . so slow seh ! currently just surfing the net . nothing much to do . finding new blogskin again ! ehehe .

currently i love to hear this song, called Antara cinta dan ego by Syarif and Faizal . Fieona introduce me this song . this song suits me and one of my ex . dont need to know who . its like telling the person to open his/her heart to accept him/her back . and i like one part it says that he/she apologise because of his/her ego therefore he/she is hurt . yeah , same as me lah . because of my ego that person is hurt . whatever lah . time past and that person alrdy move on so i have to move on too . no use if we kept thinking about that person but that person didnt even care about you . right ? yeah yeah ! im not going to waste my time thinking about him . cause he dont even care ! yeah, true enough !

but one thing i dont like about him that he really weak in is that . whatever happens to me and him is all about us . no one can knows right ? if you wanna tell just a few lah . but then hes not ! omg ! he go and tell most of HIS FRIENDS about what happen to me . like for example ive promise him not to do something but ive broke it . and he told most of them uh . like what the F**K . why dont you announce to the whole world right ? do you have to tell most of them ? what the hell uh ! ive nvr tell most of them about you sia ! i only tell to those i close with seh ! thats only like 3/4 people . but you ? wow ! more than that sia ! AWESOME ! thanks uh ehks ! you wanna say that im the one cannot be trusted . but then you worse sia ! you tell everyone about us . good huh ? isnt it great ! nvr thought that you are this way boy . hahaha .

kaee whatever lah . no use if you think about that person but he didnt even care about you . and you want me to think about your feelings ? hey dude, you go told everyone about me but you nvr even think about how i felt . hahaha ! what the F***K . thanks uh ehks ! and because of those stories they hate me like as if i did big wrong to you . what the hell . come on lah people do make mistakes but then why other people did a big mistake you all dont wanna comment but when im the one you all comment me like as if im the only one did alot of mistakes ! come on ehks jgn pikir korng tk perna uat salah gituk ehks ! dont understand uh people nowadays . like to jump into conclusion ~ hahaha xD ~ whatever uh ! F**KERS !

2010-03-23T04:27:00.002+08:00

ouh god . im bored right now ! thanks ehk Fieona , hahaha . she left me all alone ! shes asleep ! yeah im at her crib right now ! shes asleep but im not ! LOL xD ~ so, what time im going to sleep ? well i dont know yet ! arggghhh ! nvrmind i know shes tired and shes having a heavy headache ! pity her ~ yesterday she told me she went to Zoo with School . and shes caught in rain and shes had a headache . thought just accompany her to the Banquet . but aft we had a long chat suddenly i felt like sleeping over her crib . so here i am ! and wanna know something ? yesterday was Fieona's Blur day ! hahaha . well, theres incident happened . we took the lift . then we want to go to 7th floor . but then theres crowded in the lift . once reached at the 5th floor Fieona went out and i asked her . where are we going ? i thought we going to the banquet . then she say yeah ? then i say banquet is at the 7th floor ! and now its only at 5th floor ! Fieona paiseh alrdy quickly she went in bck the lift and made an excuse by saying the people wanna go out so give way ! hahahahaha . then i say dont make an excuse ! we laughed and i was so damn paiseh cause theres another malay guy inside and im sure he saw what happen ! LOL xD ~ aft that incident theres another incident . wanna know ?

well, before we headed to Fieona's crib . i plan wanna go my crib to take my lappy . then we took the train from woodlands to admiralty . when we went up the escalator . the train at the jurong east side reached alrdy . but then Fieona thought the train that we suppose to take . she say "hey the train is here ! " of course in malay ~ then she continued "ouh its going to Jurong east" (in malay too !) i was like, Fieona ! whats wrong with you today ? hahaha ! you are so blur ! and paiseh ! maybe when i post it here for sure its not funny ~ but when you listen to the story ~ its damn funny ! omg ~ Fieona so silly ! hehehe .

well, when reached her crib did nothing . just on my lappy and listening to songs and captured some video ~ aft that watch one movie . and Fieona off to sleep . left me alone watching it ! hahaha . my msn is online ! but no one chatting with me ~ isnt it AWESOME ~ haiya ~ no use online but no one chatting with me ! hahaha . so, im bored just searching for songs at Youtube and finding new blogskin ~ so, im off now ! take care everyone ! love ya ~ Mwarcks !

2010-03-22T19:00:00.004+08:00

alrights people . im suffer from SUNBURN ! LOL xD ~ well, went to the beach and had lots of fun with my lovely friends ! thanks to them for cheering me up especially MC, FA and Yaya ! had fun with all my friends ! great great day ! hehehe xD ~ well, pictures ? im so lazy to upload it here . but then maybe at FB alrights ? cause i nvr get to capture alot of pictures due to ? lazyness ! had fun but no mood to snaps pictures lah . so sorry ~ hehehehe . to the people went to MC's gathering thanks a lot for coming ! even though i dont know most of you but nice to know you all ya (; and thanks to SABUN for calling me PISANG GORENG/ BANANA and singing those Pill-Pill Banana song ! even though its irritating ! but then so sweet of you for making a song for me ! LOL xD ~

so, as you all know ! im so lazy to go out this few days ! but then for my friends i have to go . i pity the birthday girl lah ~ and some more i miss them too ! yeah yeah ~ when can we hang out again together ? hehehe xD ~

2010-03-18T20:28:00.003+08:00

cant believe i just switched off my hp and throw it on the floor . awesome GIRL ! hehehe . well, no one contacting me . so, just switch off my hp lor . correct ? hehehe . so, good luck finding me people !

i need a break ! i felt like going somewhere alone ! well, of course not in singapore ! i wanna go other country alone ! but i cant . damn ! cant stand with this suffer anymore ! haix .

2010-03-16T23:43:00.004+08:00

i just no mood to post anything today . but then i felt like posting something . so here it is, just a short post will do .

IM USELESS !

luckily im still teenage ! if not, i will just bring myself to other country all alone ! with no one ! so that no one can ever disturb me ! i need to be alone ! and relax all by myself ! omg ! i really need to go somewhere to relax my mind, sit there and cry as long as i can ! cause i cant stand this anymore ! im not EMO ! theres a lot of things that changed and i cant accept it !

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR COUSIN !

2010-03-15T13:44:00.004+08:00

Hey hey people ! well, im here to update about my lovely cousin (the picture is up there), SYAKRAZY . firstly im sorry cause i just update now . if not i will always wish her at 12am in the morning ! hehehe . but yesterday i was so tired and i cant stand it anymore felt like wanna sick ! hahaha . so sorry hor my dear cousin . hmm . alrights . shut with all the shits .

well, my dear cousin. Happy 18th Birthday to you hor ! well, i hope you enjoy your day today . and wanna know something ? i miss you so much ! damn much ! hehehe . i also wanna say sorry if i did alot of wrong things to you . especially when we were young . hahaha . you say when we were young celebrating your bdae i will blow your bdae cake, cut your bdae cake and worst ! took your bdae presents ! hehehe . sorry hor ! i cant remember all that . and thanks to you and my mum for telling me all the stories . cant imagine im so mean to you ! hehehehe . and i know last time i like to bully you but now you are the one who bully me ! heheh i know its a revenge right xD ~ but whatever it is i hope you pass your exams with flying colours ! so that you can become a better nurse or much better ! be a better doctor ! so that you can take care of me ! give me treatment for free ! heheheheh ! jkjk only ! so, no celebration huh ? i miss you so much leis ! haiyo ! when can we meet seh ! miss you so so so much ~ i dont know how to explain how much i miss you ! but damn much ! hehehe ! so this year 18 alrdy ! can get lesen huh ? best kn ! babe ! we should meet soon hor ! well, i heard maybe your working friends wanna celebrate at work place . best kn ! how i wish my friends do celebrate for me or surprise me during my bdae ~ *sobsob* not a sgl time or anyone did a surprise during my bdae . hahahaha ~

alrights i think thats all the crap i can post for today ! once more HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY COUSIN ! LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!! WITH HUGS AND KISSES, FANANA (: hehehe xD ~

but can you imagine that someone that you love (from the opposite sex) did a bdae surprise for you together with your friends ? omg ! how i wish it would happen to me ! hahaha . its hard to make it happen . hahaha . even most of my ex didnt manage to do it ~ LOL xD ~ ouhkaee lah gtg now take care !~

2010-03-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

today went swimming with Yaya and MC and its AWESOME ! should go swimming some more with them ! this time round BC and Fieona should join us aites ? hehehe . well, today they nvr join us cause they got girls thing lah ! first wanna go just both of us that is Yaya and myself . but then MC was bored at home so just bring her along lah . aft swimming go eat at Long John . then straight home (: we are good girls kaee ? hehehe . alrights , here are some pics that i havent update . enjoys !

2010-03-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

hey peeps ! sorry for not updating for so long ! lazy and step busy uh ! hehehehe . well, today is the last paper . but then tmr have to go to school . thanks ehks to NAFA test ! haiya ! if not dont need come school alrdy . hmm . tmr got to do all the stations plus 2.4 in one day ! haiya ! surely tiring seh . adoi . well, this school hols got no plan but surely work . i plan wanna go sentosa but not sure yet when . hmm . wanna ask yaya, surely she busy with her school . pity her . she this year N level seh . as for fieona, she have to study for her exams too . nvm lah try go alone . hahaha like real only fanana ! LOL xD ~ alrights for today got nothing much actually . got nothing to say right now . maybe when i felt like wanna post anything here i will do ouhkaee ? nothing interesting lah nowadays . hehehe . alrights gtg now take care all ! love ya ! whhheee !

2010-02-22T15:30:00.004+08:00

pictures explain everything ~ so, yesterday was damn great girls ! Love you girls ! KEEP IT UP LENTERA TARI ! waiting for the video . then when i got it i will try my best to post here (:

2010-02-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

just now its a big walk for myself and my cousins . today thought of going BBQ with my dancers . but then made up my mind to go zoo with my cousins instead cause i long time havent meet them so just go lor . went with Bibik Lin's family and Ayuni's family . first we reached there it was damn packed . alot of people Q up to buy the tickets . the Q is very long till it reaches the night safari place . at first lazy to Q . but we have to . luckily the Q is moving . at last we got the tickets . as usual the kids were so excited . haha . it was damn tiring . but i had fun going out with my aunties, uncles and cousins . i miss them so much . btw thank you aunties and uncles for the treats . ouhkaee i lazy to update more . theres some pictures i can upload the rest at my facebook . lazy to upload here . hehe . alrights i gtg now . take care all .

2010-02-11T21:08:00.002+08:00

hey peeps ! im sorry for not updating much on my blog . due to ? well, as per normal of course schooling . other than that im getting ready for my phase test next saturday . its gonna be a struggling week for me . other than that i also busy working . earning more money for myself . then also im busy having my dance practices . getting ready for something . so, many plans im my mind right now . and also theres an event on 21st feb and also at the same time crush with my family meeting . haiyo ! im so busy until nvr get to meet my cousins for meeting ! haiyo ! but at least ouhkaee . i keep myself busy for reason . and i hope its work (: and thanks to those who always gives me support me . thanks alot . i miss you all and love you all so much ~ and now i need to plan to go karaoke ~ long time nvr go karaoke ! i miss karaoke-ing with my GFs ~ haiyo ! alrights, i gtg now . take care all ~ see ya when i see ya !~

2010-02-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

firstly actually im tired and felt like sleeping . but i still have something inside my mind i need to let it out here . well, i also dont know which one to believe . those who know the story about the other person say about my ex , that i say if i wanna patch with him but he dont want to accept . now i got another problem . maybe hes just saying that its not true cause maybe he really meant it . I meant that he really dont wanna patch up with me . so, the thing is . if you dont wanna patch up with me . please go to message ! then text message . then type the message say " the truth is i really dont wanna patch with you . blah blah blah " thats all ouhkae ? i just want the truth ! the fact ! if you wanna revenged back to me like what i did last time made you wait . and now you did it to me . please dont . cause you wasting your time and mine . so better tell me the truth now . im sick and tired of waiting . if you really dont wanna patch up just say ! ouhkaee !

another thing is . its true that dont leave someone that you love for the someone that you like . cause the someone that you like will leave you for the someone that they love . and now i knew everything about that someone . alot of stories i heard after a long time ! haix . such a waste of time knowing you ! and other than that ! such a waste of time waiting for him ! haix . now, guys nowadays are sucks ! they are so EGO ! how i wish theres no ego guys arnd ! gaaah !

alrights now im so pissed off with my parents nowadays . well, alot of incident happened . why cant they understand me but then i did understand them . this is not fair for me . how i wish they do understand how i felt . especially my mum . since last time i expressed my feelings about her . she say that shes trying her best to understand me . but nothing ! she did changed but just for a while . aft that GONE ! what is this ! this isnt fair for me ! haix . i do understand you parents ! but why cant you parents understand how i felt right now ! i felt like i have no one anymore ! im totally down ! haix . what the hell is going on ! gaaah ! why cant you understand me just like how i understand you ! gaaaaahh !

2010-02-02T21:57:00.002+08:00

alrights . i felt like wanna update my blog . but then i dont know how to start it ! haix . firstly i still mad and dissapointed at someone ~ now i felt useless ~ seriously . hmm .

alrights just now watched one drama called Cahaya . omg ! its so romantic, full of dramatic and alot uh . i really love that drama . especially one guy from Cahaya hes cute, handsome, rich, caring and all lah that most of the guys nowadays dont have . its like, omg ! that girl is lucky to have him . why dont theres any guy in this world that i knew have the characteristics like him ? adoi ! im so jealous ~ those pretty girls they are lucky but then they take advantage ~ haix . i just dont understand uh . why handsome guys go for pretty girls ~ and Fat guys also go for pretty girls ~ what the hell lah . why life is like this ? reality . we must face it no matter what . people just nvr appreciate what they have ~ they very choosy~ haix . its not fair for us ! really not fair ~ i dont know what to say lah . relationships nowadays is sucks ! seriously ~ most of them hurt just because of LOVE ? haiyo ~ totally sucks ! why must you be choosing at looks ? haiyo ! even friends also they going for looks ! omg ! its sucks man ! come on people ! wake up lah ! please ! adoi ! till when this people wanna wake up and realise what they are thinking !

2010-01-31T13:00:00.002+08:00

Abg Taufiq and Kak Leha is enganged ~
i miss my cousins
i miss my friends
waiting for latest update about families gathering
waiting for latest update for partners gathering
waiting for update for my schedule
plan wanna go out with Yaya and Mimin
plan wanna go out with Fieona, Ain, Siti, Khalila, Huda and Rabiah
but they are busy with homework (i think accept for someone)
they are O level students (accept for someone) ! will be busy !
waiting to getting ready to go for dance
missing someone that i shouldnt miss
i must get going right now
i hate sunday
tmr school
boring !

hahahah ! how pathetic ! LOL ! since i dont know how to start i just make it that way ! easier for me XD ! gtg now ! take care !

2010-01-25T21:51:00.007+08:00

tired and im suffer from cramps ! and i want one of this hp !

i want the hp due to ? the keypads and also the megapics ! yeah yeah !

hopefully one day i get to own one of these hp !

2010-01-24T10:26:00.002+08:00

when i saw some pictures the memories we had together suddenly flashed inside my mind and it hurts my heart . i dont know why GOD let my eyes saw you that day . i know its the past so long ago . but then you will always inside my heart . you are my first love that i had . when i saw you at that point of time, i felt like crying . but then i just hold my tears not to let anyone see . i just miss you . i miss the time we had together . most of my friends knew about us . and even my families . but then all is gone for now and forever . i hope that you are happy with your wife . i dont know why suddenly our memories flashed pass my mind . and want me to post all these . and the pictures that i took with you still inside my photobucket . i felt like wanna delete it . but then i just cant . cause for me its all memories that we had . the most memorable about us is during our first date and the the day we were together . i still remember when and where . i still remember the promises you gave me that day . what to do . sweet talks always be a sweet talks . but i hope that you will changed for good .

for me ? will just move on and just give up on love . i just cant stand with the pain that i had last time . and most of the people say, come on move on cause i still young . yeah , maybe you all right . i just need to move on and dont think about the past . im trying my best to stand strong alone . to have a new bf ? maybe not now . i had enough for now . maybe one day my day will come .

i want someone to open my heart to make me trust guys again . but not with your sweet talks . cause im sick and tired of it . i hope your love towards me is true and not for a minute or secs . i just hope that someone is the one that the type i want . hoping one day will come true . but maybe not now ? hmm . some day will . i believe some day will be my day .

alrights enough with all the emo-shiting thingy . now, i still havent done some of the assignment . with a little time i had i think i cant make it . its hard for me . is like come on we only in school for 4 weeks and here we go test here and there . haix . its hard you know . and i just cant make it ! i felt like i wanna gave up ! no one understands how i felt . even my families . i thought they will be here for me . but then they only think about themselves ! they want me to have this job so that i can support them ! but then come on think about me ! they dont even understand what is the situation i had . no one will understands me . all they have to say is ? "dont give lah . come on everyone also felt the same thing as you with schools and everything but then you have to know at least you got a family to support you . you have the chance to continue studying . just dont give up and try " wow ! i was damn surprise that you guys were saying like that kind of thing . not to give up . i know suffer now happy later . but come on im the one who is slow learner ! and i just cant take all of it ! its hard for me . even though how hard i study i will always like that . no one will understand me . no one ! i dont know what i cant do to stand strong alone without anyone understand how i felt . no one not even my schoolmates or even my families . will always me alone, knowing how i felt and only myself understands me . i just hope someone out there understand how i felt . i know not to give up . but i just cant . haix . cant stand with it anymore . felt like wanna quit !

stress/depression ?

2010-01-21T19:45:00.002+08:00

i dont know why . but ive try my best to overcome all of this . but i cant . no one understands how i felt . i dont know why suddenly i felt like i wanna lock myself in a room, i felt like wanna cry, i felt like wanna punch/kick someone/something, i felt like wanna shout, i felt like wanna sing out loud, i felt like doing alot stupid things . more worst my chest is right now pain and also i have difficulty in breathing . other than that more worse ever i felt like wanna smoke like a heavy smoker and get drunk but i cant and dont dare to . i dont know whats going on with me ! i just cant stand it anymore . i just wanna do all that ! i also dont know why ! im trying my best to be positive but i just cant . i cant overcome all of this fears/ trauma i had now .

sometimes my mood can be up sometimes can be down . when im down i will just be totally down and cry . when i cry i will think of stupid things . but when im up i will totally up too . i will talked nonsense and just finding fight with people . i just dont know whats happening to me . totally cant control . haix . i cant stand it anymore ! gaaaahh ! many things need to do with a little time ! haix .

No mood and Thank You Miao

2010-01-20T23:19:00.003+08:00

awww ! Miao was so damn sweet she made this heart for me during contact time just now . hehehe . thank you Miao ! i like her name . her name cute right ? Miao ? hehehe . and shes cute too . hehehe . alrights you are so sweet girl . other than that i wanna apologise to my classmates if i had hurt your feelings cause today i kind of no mood actually . something just flashed through my mind and i was damn pissed off . haix . i also dont know why lah this few days i have no mood . but whatever it is i was touched with Miao ! hehehe . thank you babe ! other than that today i did my mission my overcome something ! i overcome my fear of hights even though i did cried cause i scared ! LOL xD ! scary siol ! but nvm at least ive done it ! whhheeee ! well, i still got no mood of something ! gaah ! alrights gtg now ! take care all !

2010-01-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

im bored right now so i decided to post something to my lovely blog here . hehehe . alrights today school was damn tiring . i also dont know why . everything what the teacher go through, it cant really go into my brain . i also dont know why ! its hard for me till i get a headache ! haiyo ! other than that every time we had a combine lecture i will felt like sleeping . hehehe . easy to say almost all the class i felt like sleeping but then i have to bare and pay attention . well, some of the lesson i do listen but some i dont due to ? confusion ! hehehe ! i really dont understand some of it uh . seriously difficult seh ! and my test is next week ?! haiyo ! and how am i suppose to revise at home ? everyday wake up early . den go home late . is like, half a day inside sch ? like i went out of house during sun havent rise yet and go home during sun wanna set alrdy . the only days we end early is tuesday and friday . haiyo .

alright aft school met Fieona and her classmate at East Point burger king . while eating we talked some of the lame jokes ! omg ! i love it man ! so the funny ! hahahaha ! kekek uh seh ! LOL xD ! then our lame joke still on until we reached woodlands . well, my journey home is not boring when Fieona and myself make some lame jokes ! hahahaha ! and some more her classmate is part of so called "kaki gerek" too . LOL xD ! i think the people inside the train were wondering are we ouhkaee ? or what ? hahaha ! alrights cant stand with the lame jokes man ! hehehe ! alrights wanna know why i drop down woodlands ? cause i have to accompany this little girl to go repair her lappy . haiya ! kecoh uh Fieona ! hehehe . then aft that took bus home ! alrights im tired , sleepy and bored right now ! hehehe .

alrights i just wanna let off my feelings out here can ? i just cant stand it anymore ! hmm . where do i start ? ouh yah ! you wanna know how i fell right now ? i felt like an invisible girl ! that you ignore from last week ? hmm . well, if you dont wanna msg me just tell me in the first place . so that it wont waste my time waiting for your msg, waiting for your reply or wasting my msgs ! haix . if you dont wanna entertain me just say " im sorry i dont wanna entertain you . and please get off my life . and i dont need you " or something ? but you insist and ignore my msges ! you think im a doll or something ? thanks uh ehks ! well if your prepaid is low, at least can tell me since the last you msg me ! aiyo ! is it difficult ? haiyo ! come on lah ! why do guys likes to hurt girls feelings ? haiyo FANANA ! its just wasting your time lah ! haix . dont wanna entertain just say ouhkaee boy ?! ( saper yg termkn chilli dier lah yg terase pedas ) . alrights im sleepy right now . i think i wanna sleep alrdy . gtg now ! take care people ! hugs and kisses !

2010-01-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

heylo people . sorry for not updating much and seldom online . the reason is ? do i have to repeat it ? hahaha . the reason is the same . lazy, busy and tired . i got no time to think of online . seriously . and one more thing if i online no one will chat with me . yeah . so no use if i online ! hehehe .

so how school ? well, ouhkaee uh . but i abit stress with bio . cause i dont understand a single thing . its hard you know ! adoi . i miss a few lessons due to ? something uh ~ stupid seh ! adoi ! i hate missing lessons cause i will not understand a single thing ! seriously . i will be lost ! gaaaahh ! well, i need notes for last thursday lesson ! yeah ! haix . so troublesome seh ! adoi adoi adoi ! so stressful you know ! and other than that i still havent finish some of my bio homework cause i dont understand ! and what else ? ouh yah ! my LLA assignment also ! i haven start a single thing cause i dont know what to do ! i have to meet the teacher really soon ! gaah ! who say ite is so easy ? its such a stressful too ouhkae ! haix . i need a break ouhkaee !

alrights last friday the last lesson was great . cause one of our classmate make a lame joke . yeah ! then aft school plan wanna meet Kak saly, yaya, aisha, nunu and BB . yeah i miss them ! except for that boy . cause i havent met him before and i dont really know him ! LOL xD ! first i met Yaya at tampines mrt station at the platform . then off to novena meeting the rest . so, we headed to woodlands met nunu there . since nunu was late, we straight to popular first den headed to banquet and had our dinner there . chatting while eating and its great ! i miss those girls ! then a few mins, Nunu joined us . then aft we had our dinner we off to civic . hang out there . and at woodlands we usually hang out at civic . yeah yeah . thats our usual hang out . had fun chatting and making lame jokes with them . ouh god i miss them so much ~ ouh ya not to forget at civic we saw An boogs with Lala and her company .

a few minutes Fieona joined us . she just came bck from SLSS . she say that she went to school and hang out with our old schoolmates . hahaha . ouhkaee, it was great hang out with them . its been a long time we havent meet ! even though Saly and i stayed near and working at the same place but we seldom meet . its hard for us to meet each other ~ i also dont know why . omg i miss them so much ! then aft that i have to leave . sorry girls . maybe we meeting again soon ? i miss you girls . and other than that i also miss other of the FMians ~

ouhkaee what else ehks ? ouh ya ! i cant wait for upcoming family gathering ! whhheee ! it will be held at changi during march hols (no hols for me ! ) . LOL xD ! but will be discuss about this in early/end feb . so, cousins please grab this opportunity to have this family gathering and im looking forward on this ! i hope its gonna be fun ! i hope so ! hopefully this time round the boys going to be sporting joining us with the gathering . alrights i think i gtg now . take care all .

2010-01-14T18:09:00.003+08:00

hello people ! hehehe . well, im bored and headache right now . hahahah . well, just half way finishing my homework . wanna share a bit about whats going on . well, during our lifeskills lesson . then we have to do one worksheet . our classmate must comment about us inside on paper . and here what i get .

Luqman: Be smart ( what the hell is he talking about ? LOL xD )

Khalisah: Friendly, sweet girl and you rocks ! ( thank you dear )

Aisha: Do your very best in nursing when you can ! Do not change course ! ( heheh . sure babe )

Ain: Sweet, Friendly and Kind ( thank you babe ! hehehe )

Kecyk a.k.a Iffah: Sweet, Friendly, super duper cute ( hehehe , thank you babe ~ )

Dan: Open hearted ( well i dont know what he meant ! LOL XD )

Sahilah: Keep rocking gerl ! nice and friendly . ( thank you babe ! heheh )

EEyun: A very cute and Chubby ( hehehe ! i know ! lol XD )

Farah: Chubby, nice, fun and cute ( hehehe ! ty again ! )

Adi: Good girl to be friend with . ( Lol xD ! )

thats a nice comment huh ? i know . they are nice people too . even though sometimes they are not that gerek ~ hehehe . but now i think they ok uh . sometimes can tag along . alrights i think theres nothing else to say . thats all . gtg now . take care ~

2010-01-10T12:44:00.006+08:00

hey people ! IM BCK ! hehehe ! sorry for not posting for such a long time . and now, Fieona and Shasha told me to update . first of all will be busy schooling ! currently im taking nursing in ite simei . but im not sure if i can change or not ! LOL xD ! cause the course will be so stressful and having a lot of test here and there . assignment too . haix . so, will be seldom online due to tiredness, busyness and lazyness . other than that my course also will end late . so, no time to meet my FMians/Alamakians and also i cant even go to work ! gaaaah ! tired lah seh ! adoi . hmph ! its too late to regret ! i should follow what my 2nd brother say . should take chemical process ! hmph ! so, seldom work less $$$ ! no no no ! i dont want seh ! haix . and more tiredness i will have !

so, hows my school and new schoolmates/classmates ? hahaha . dont ask . i hate it ! damn bored den before ! how i wish i still have my old classmates ! i seriously dont really like my new classmates i also dont know why ! maybe they are just boring ?! they are not happening enough seh . i also dont know why . maybe they are not my type ? of cause inside one class surely theres anti social type of group . there is . a group of girls they think they are so pretty ! LOL xD ~ if you dont want to be friend and choosing friends please dont come to school ! its useless ! hahaha . bodoh sombong katekn ! hehehehe .

ouhkaee what else ? hmm . nothing much only im missing my Fmians/ Alamakians, cousins and old classmates/some schoolmates ~ thats all ! hehehe ~ alrights gtg now . take care !

2009-12-28T13:22:00.001+08:00

NO ON CAN EVER MESS WITH ME OR EVEN MY FAMILY ! GET A LIFE PEOPLE !

2009-12-27T21:22:00.004+08:00

hello people ! im bck from Melacca ! whhhheeee ! hehehehe ~ well, i lazy wanna update the picture here and im sorry i dont have any time to update video. hmm. so will update the pics at facebook. alrights? and and yeah i forget to tell ya all. theres a time we were otw to my so called aunty's house i saw one car alphabet start with WTF. is like LOL? so funny seh! hahahaha! other than that i just wanna share about the malaysian people. one thing i like about them is that they all have courtesy that means when my other people's car have to move to other lane due to some reason, they surely let them go through. but then our people singaporeans just dont even care about that. they will not let the other person go to that lane and think about themselves. so ashamed. alrights, and now im tired and wanna watch new dvd that i just bought title Skrip 7707. gtg now. take care.

2009-12-24T13:14:00.001+08:00

hello peeps . im bck with no more emo ? LOL . alrights , today i did early post cause i need to inform that i wont be in Singapore for 4 days . and will be away to Melacca . whhheee ! im so not looking forward actually . cause sleep over at other place not at usual place we used to sleep over . haix . and and im looking forward for shopping only ! hehehe . cant wait lah . and and i hope this time is gonna be fun with my little cousins, Haikal, Irah and Haidar . well, only both of our family going . the rest of our cousins not going ! boring kn ? adoi . i was hoping that Ayuni and family going . but their family dont want . haiyo . boring boring . maybe if i got time i will just take a video and tell what happen there . as you know i lazy to type alot . hehehehe .

ouhkaee other than that i wanna say to someone . will be in malay . ouhkaee aku tk heran kalao kao terase ke aper uh aslkn aper yg aku ckp tu smua aku bbl dpn kao daripade aku bbl blakang kao kn ? get it ? and and aper kene mengene umor dgn crite kite uh ? hahaha . kalao pade kao, kao dah grown up sngt and dah phm sngt psl kehidupan dunia nie smua kao tak kan maki atao post psl aku dkt blog kao and prangai mcm tu prangai so the YP sak ! hahahahahahah ! sad to say uh, prangai sungguh YP uh . and aku Betine ? LOL ! tak sangke aku nie binatang . kalao aku binatang pade kao aku tk mampu nk type smua tu kaee ? tlng lah tkmo ckp psl aku kalao kao tu tk btol jgk ! hahaha . but whatever it is, aku mls nk gado actually but then kao yg start it first . kao panggil aku betine ? hahaha prangai tu smua kao pi telan sudah ! LOL xD ! other than that aku dah mls nk lyn kao ~ tlng ehks umor tkde kene mengene ouhkaee kakak ?! LOL xD ~!

2009-12-22T19:21:00.002+08:00

i just need to be alone and cry the whole day. can i have a break to go somewhere nice, peace and no one can know where. i just wanna sit there and think. and just wanna let off my feelings and cry. i just wanna cry for the whole day. but how i wish theres someone with me at that point of time and understands how i felt. i have no one left in my life. i felt so useless right now. haix. till when my miserable going to end.

2009-12-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

currently NO MOOD this few days dont ask me why! haix.

2009-12-20T12:17:00.004+08:00

hehehe. just wanna post this picture. aint they cute? hehehe. well, that point of time i was webcam-ing with ira, my cousin. then at the same time shes at my grandmother house and theres also my twin cousin. so, as they at the webcam i took their picture! cute nye lah adk aku nie! hehehehe.

ouhkaee many people wanna know my N level results right? well, i did pass but too bad cant go sec 5 due to overshot by 1 marks. gaahh! irrits seh! and for the first time in my life i got grade 4 for my maths! duh! ive proved to my maths teacher that i can do it! hahahaha. you will always say that i cant pass my N level. well, now? prove to you. even though i have to repeat/ go ite. hahahaha. at least i got grade 4 much better than U! hahahaha. got cha! DUH! dont think im that stupid as you thought! wakakakaka. and i also shocked that i passed my science and english. omg! seriously lah. so, what course i choose? well, nursing lor. thats my very first choice. i really want it. hehehehe. but dont think i will stop working at starbucks ouhkaee! i do love my job. i really dont wanna quit that job seh! haix. alrights, i gtg now. take care all! whhheeee!

cousin outing

2009-12-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

yesterday went for cousins outing. it was damn great even though its tiring. met Ayuni and Aqidah at admiralty mrt station. then met Haikal, Irah, Asyraf and Afiq at bugis.

window shopping at bugis street
Ayuni and Aqidah bought a nice jacket (:
had lunch at macdonalds, bugis junction
went to find new perfume
Haikal make us LOL

First he say to me "nak try bau minyak wangi tu." i pass the perfume den the saleswoman passed the paper for him to spray instead of him smelled like that. he was like lost and asked me "paper nie uat per?" then Ayuni and me laughed. i say "untuk spray minyak wangi lah!" then aft he sprayed he lost again and asked "lps tu ltk mane?" Ayuni, Aqidah, Irah, Asyraf, Afiq and myself LOL then i say " bau lah! Haikal nie! hahahah" Haikal you really make a joke seh! hahahahah!

accompany boys go town
went to ion for a while
make a wish on a ball
we made that ball like our ball xD
decorated it (:
went to another mall
then went to toys r us
playing arnd
some funny incident happened (lazy to say it out)
Haikal and Irah was so sweet bought for their younger brother toys
walked arnd town area
snap some pics
saw abg Dodol, but nvr approached him instead i say his name but nvr tapped him xD hopefully he will heard it but he dont -.-" dont wanna be paiseh to approach him cause he looked so different (a bit more fair and a bit skinny. diet ehks? hehehe) i scared wrong person lah! hehehehe.
then we call it a day!

i had fun hang out with all of you. too bad Lisa cant join us. but hopefully next outing she can alrights? and planning wanna go next outing next 2 weeks. before school reopens? hehehe. even though tiring but i had fun! its from 11 am plus till 7 pm plus we hang out together. hehehe. great right? hehehe. well, i love you all! whhee~ most of the pictures with them i will upload what i have. take care!~

2009-12-15T02:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 13TH ANNIVERSARY STARBUCKS !

2009-12-13T14:37:00.003+08:00

if you miss me just close your eyes, feel inside your heart and imagine im with you . no matter what i will always with you. even though we are far away our heart still together.

hahaha. so emotional seh Fanana! well, but im really feeling like that now! hehehe. but then dont think thats for my guy cause im single kae! hehehe! alrights im out!

2009-12-12T00:44:00.003+08:00

when i looked up at the sky, wanna know what i saw? i saw a lot of beautiful stars. yeah i like beautiful stars. i dont know why lah. but for me its nice and relax my mind when i saw alot of stars. hehehehe. kaee thats all i wanna share. hehehehhe. outs !